Tuesday, January 24, 2012

DIA

Coba tebak bagaimana rasanya
Tidak lebih penting dari kutu munafik
Yang berkoar pantang memuja birahi
Namun berlalu arogan tanpa malu
Bangga memuaskan nafsu

Coba tebak bagaimana rasanya
Tidak lebih penting dari amfibi bejat
Yang hidup berlimpah harta
Menilai orang tak lebih dari dollar
Menyebar rupiah untuk membungkam ucap

Coba tebak bagaimana rasanya
Tidak lebih penting dari lintah
Yang kotor dan menghisap darah
Bergeliat di penjuru sawah
Memantau mangsa atas dan bawah

Apa salah aku mendendam
Apa salah aku menentang
Apa salah aku muak memandang
Memang aku tidak sedarah
Dengan kutu, amfibi, maupun lintah

Coba tebak bagaimana rasanya
Tidak lebih penting dari
DIA

Monday, January 2, 2012

about last december 25th, 2011

yes everyone. CHRISTMAS.
as you may notice, I'm a Catholic so I do celebrate this kind of day

well, everyone knows that Christmas is the day for family
they go to church, decorate the Christmas tree, share the gifts, blahblahblah
TOGETHER

and things are a little bit different for me
my mother is a Muslim
my father is going to be one
so is my sister
I can't go to my grandfather's house (which is a Christian) without my father
and there was no clue that he would ask me

so there I was, alone at the church, still praising the Lord on my own
noooooo Christmas tree, no gift, well, Christmas
..................................

well I admit, this kind of sad -_______-
I'm just exceptionally pathetic

but guess what, that was still a Christmas day
even-though it was clearly not fascinating
-______________-

anyway, Merry Christmas everyone out there!
Joy to The World, The Lord Has Come!
xoxo