have you ever be so confuse about everything?
when you are actually grow up and you have to choose things for your life,
how everybody changes and leave you or come to you just in a few moment,
how time past hardly fast and memories just fly away,
how so many new things come and everything behind is forgotten,
how you have to pick between things that you don't even know about,
how future comes so quickly then you can't even think about it first?