The A Team - Ed Sheeran

White lips, pale face
Breathing in snowflakes
Burnt lungs, sour taste
Light's gone, day's end
Struggling to pay rent
Long nights, strange men

And they say
She's in the Class A Team
Stuck in her daydream
Been this way since 18
But lately her face seems
Slowly sinking, wasting
Crumbling like pastries

And they scream
The worst things in life come free to us
Cos we're just under the upperhand
And go mad for a couple of grams
And she don't want to go outside tonight
And in a pipe she flies to the Motherland
Or sells love to another man
It's too cold outside
For angels to fly
Angels to fly

Ripped gloves, raincoat
Tried to swim and stay afloat
Dry house, wet clothes
Loose change, bank notes
Weary-eyed, dry throat
Call girl, no phone

And they say
She's in the Class A Team
Stuck in her daydream
Been this way since 18
But lately her face seems
Slowly sinking, wasting
Crumbling like pastries

And they scream
The worst things in life come free to us
Cos we're just under the upperhand
And go mad for a couple of grams
But she don't want to go outside tonight
And in a pipe she flies to the Motherland
Or sells love to another man
It's too cold outside
For angels to fly

An angel will die
Covered in white
Closed eye
And hoping for a better life
This time, we'll fade out tonight
Straight down the line

And they say
She's in the Class A Team
Stuck in her daydream
Been this way since 18
But lately her face seems
Slowly sinking, wasting
Crumbling like pastries
They scream
The worst things in life come free to us
And we're all under the upperhand
Go mad for a couple of grams
And we don't want to go outside tonight
And in a pipe we fly to the Motherland
Or sell love to another man
It's too cold outside
For angels to fly
Angels to fly
To fly, fly
Angels to fly, to fly, to fly
Angels to die

*I just really love this song*

iNTRSCTN's photoshoot

yes people, I'm in third grade of high-school
yes, I will be graduated soon
(I know, ok?)

and that's why my class had a photo-shoot in December 20th, 2011
it's for the yearbook, ya see...
(do I really have to explain the detail? -___-)

so, FYI, it was on TELKOM Malang rooftop
and really just FYI, it was REALLY HOT up there
just saying. it was REALLY HOT.
REALLY HOT
(yes I know it sounds 'lebay' but hey, it's TRUE)

so here's some pictures

have you ever?

have you ever be so confuse about everything?
when you are actually grow up and you have to choose things for your life,
how everybody changes and leave you or come to you just in a few moment,
how time past hardly fast and memories just fly away,
how so many new things come and everything behind is forgotten,
how you have to pick between things that you don't even know about,
how future comes so quickly then you can't even think about it first?

05.09.11

"I am sorry for everything.
I do care if you're mad.
I love you."

the "it" boy of mine ♥

lonely night ... *sigh*

I am practically typing this tonight because...
yes, I admit, I feel terrible this night
and apparently there's nobody I can talk to
and that sucks actually
*sigh*

I'm just wondering, how could a single lie could be sooo... hard?
It obviously turns you into a bad liar
and how could it even be possible to just forgive and forget?
that is NOT easy at all

and maybe it is exactly like what people said
when you start a single lie,
you're not just playing your feet in the edge of the pool
you have to jump to it
with your head first

I wonder how a person who looks trust-able
becomes such a liar
and a good one, actually
leaves no evidence, leaves no trace
leaves nothing but the word of lies

and the person really thinks that he/she fool everyone around

well, it's not like I'm talking about someone, or some people
I'm just like, um, blabbering all of this craps out of my head
and nobody even reads my blog anyway, so...
bye.

Mayonette ♥

This is a fashion web-store I found @ GoGirl! Magazine.
It sells clothes, bags, accessories, and shoes.
they are quite nice :D
so check it out everybody

CLICK THIS

:)

thank you for being with me
understanding myself in good and bad time
giving me all of happiness exists
smiling while looking at me
joking and laughing with me with all joy
crying and clearing tears in every silly fights
cuddling a lot

someday when we get older
may be you're not mine anymore
you might forget who I was
and forget who you were
but I will remember every little chat
every single promise
and everything we've been through

because dear, you are special
it might sounds cliche
but it is true

someday you will remember me
smiling at you
and you will realize
that I might be the one
like the way you feel today

:)

Ingat - Anastasia Ayu Pratiwi

ingatkah tentang kita yang dulu pernah
berjalan berdua di ujung lorong sekolah
ingatkah canda tawa kita bersama
hapus air mata yang mungkin pernah ada

ingatkah ribuan detik yang terlewat
berlalu tanpa pernah tinggalkan rasa penat
ingatkah janji kita di taman
akan selalu setia untuk selamanya

tapi kini kau pergi
aku di sini terus bernyanyi

bila mungkin kembali
di sisiku lagi
bila mungkin datang lagi
kesempatan itu
tak akan tak akan kulepas lagi
walaupun aku tau tak mungkin
oo.. namun aku kan berharap

aku mungkin bukanlah orang yang bisa bahagiakanmu
tapi aku kan selalu mencintaimu

honestly, dude

yeah
honestly, DUDE
don't you have any respect?
who do you think you are?

farewell and newcoming yeah

FINALLY, I leave him behind YEAH
not a very happy ending,
but confusing, relieving, and a lil' bit ..
yeah, I admit it, sad.
but I want it anyway, so, BYE :)

and now here I am, with my new bf
well, finally we find our way back into love
hahaha

thank, God, for every single thing happened to me
finally I'm free, finally I get my Christmas wish hahaha
wish we can keep up
:*

this one is for you, jerk

This is things you should read, Jackass.
Thanks for making me this way anyway.

Read this,
download the music,
Whatever.

Do anything ya like, Weirdo.
I don't even care anymore.


"Saat ku akan berikan cintaku,
Dan WHO THE HELL are you?
Apa maksudmu hancurkan harapanku?
Are you happy breakin' my heart in two?"
Kuingin Kau Mati - SOULJAH


"Listen !
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you've made of me
I followed the voice
you think you gave to me
But now I gotta find my own"
Listen - Beyonce


"I pity the fool that falls in love with you
I've got some news for you
I really hate you right now

And although there's pain in my chest,
I still wish you the best
With a "FORGET YOU" "
Forget You - Cee Lo Green


"So, so what
I'm still a rock star,
I got my rock moves,
And I don't need you,
And guess what,
I'm having more fun,
And now that we’re done,
I'm gonna show you tonight,
I'm alright,
I'm just fine,
And you're a tool,
So, so what,
I am a rock star,
I got my rock moves,
And I don't want you tonight."
So What - Pink


"When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell"
Gives You Hell - Glee Version


"EVERYTHING WE HAD IS NO LONGER THERE"
Everything We Had- The Academy is...


"FUCK YOU, fuck you very very much"
Fuck You - Lily Allen

Have ya read it?
Yeah IN YOUR FACE, Jerk.
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ANOTHER Annoying Orange

ouyeaaaah this is the link if ya want too see it :

click it ! click it ! ANNOYING ORANGE PAGE

The Annoying Orange

this video is stupid, but somehow I like it. hahaha.
I got it from my cousin, and it's cool.
It's stupid but it's cool.
you may look for another chapter in www.youtube.com.
search: The Annoying Orange.
highly recommended for people who has nothing to do.
LOL :D

17 months

tujuh belas bulan.
seharusnya itu waktu yang lama.
seharusnya itu waktu yang cukup untuk saling mengenal.
seharusnya itu waktu yang cukup untuk saling mengerti.
tapi kenyataan memang tidak semudah perkiraan.
mungkin kita butuh waktu yang lebih lama?
atau kita sudahi saja?

I am just an ordinary girl, please treat me well

benar atau salah?

menjadi seorang manusia benar itu benar

seharusnya demikian

seharusnya benar

karena memang seharusnya kita menjadi manusia yang benar

ada dalam agama, ada dalam kitab, ada dalam budi pekerti

bahwa wajiblah kita menjadi manusia benar

namun kadang banyak orang yang beranggapan

bahwa menjadi manusia benar itu salah

mereka katakan manusia benar hanyalah manusia munafik

dan itulah hal yang salah

menjadi manusia benar itu salah

tapi pantaskah kita menjadi manusia salah?

karena bagaimanapun, tidaklah benar bila kita menjadi sesuatu yang salah

manusia salah ialah tidak benar

maka menjadi manusia salah itu salah

manakah yang benar?

menjadi manusia benar

atau

menjadi manusia salah?

you, me, us.

obviously, we aren't supposed to be together.
Face it.
Yeah.
You and me, us,
We are walking in different direction.
Different faith.
Different.
We are different.
Just admit it.
Yeah.

listen ...

don't worry, I'm always by your side.

a lil bit confession

it sucks 'cause I can't leave but I can't stay

I will never be happy if I leave, and I will never be strong if I stay

call me cheesy, but I still really want to stay

'cause I'm not ready to be alone

call me coward, but I still really want to leave

'cause I'm not strong enough to be with you

funny, huh?

how far a boy can make me feel this way

especially this boy, the one that I've never expected to be my crush

oh GOD PLEASE HELP ME

tonight

betapa susahnya menjadi seorang yang optimis
optimisme didapat dari suatu kepercayaan diri
dan bilamana kepercayaan diri itu sudah hilang,
yang tersisa adalah pesimisme.

bukan berarti seorang yang pesimis seperti aku tidak punya suatu kepercayaan.
aku pesimis, maka aku percaya segala hal yang buruk akan terjadi
bukan berdasarkan sebuah keinginan yang egois,
tapi kenyataan, realitas, fakta.

ada yang bilang kepercayaan seperti ini akan terjadi,
bukan karena kenyataan sebenarnya,
tapi justru karena eksistensi kepercayaan itu sendiri.

tapi,
apakah benar kalau aku mempercayai hal-hal positif,
maka itulah yang akan terjadi?
aku pernah mencapai titik tertinggi kepercayaan diriku,
di mana aku yakin dengan pasti bahwa hal positif lah yang berkuasa,
nyatanya aku cuma bisa menghela nafas dan tersiksa sendiri,
karena yang terjadi justru kebalikannya.
dan kekecewaannya berlipat,
karena aku sudah memasang harapan yang terlalu tinggi.

dari kekecewaan itu, yang sudah terjadi setidaknya dua kali,
siapa pun dapat mengubah semua persepsinya,
dari yang begitu optimis menjadi begitu pesimis.
demikianlah yang terjadi padaku.

mungkin terkesan menyerah, mungkin terdengar lemah.

...

atau memang aku sudah menyerah dan sudah lemah?