my life recently

“Never take life seriously.

Nobody gets out alive anyways.”

this is SO TRUE !
I got this quote from the internet,
and I don't know who said this.
but it really makes me think...
why do I always think too much about my life?

I think a lot about my mark at school.
I think a lot about my love life.
I think a lot about my friends.
I think a lot about my career in the future.
I think a lot about my musical course.
I think a lot about my dogs.
I think a lot about my activities.
I think a lot about mostly: EVERYTHING !

then I got used to my thoughts.
what if I get bad marks?
what if my boy leave me?
what if blablabla and what if blablabla?
then I really get stressed about everything.

why am I always thinking about everything?
geez, I should stop thinking.

at this time,
I can't stop myself to hear my friend's words in my head:
"RILEK BEH, RILEK" - aan

Aqualung - Brighter Than Sunshine

I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling

Tied up in ancient history
I didn't believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
And it's brighter than sunshine

I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again
What a feeling

I didn't have the strength to fight
Suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.

Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

*dedicated to mirza azmi

my own musical life :)

pada dasarnya hidup itu berwarna
setiap kehidupan memiliki warna
sekian banyaknya kehidupan memiliki warna yang berbeda

warna hidupku seperti musik

dimulai dengan allegretto piano cantabile
terus mengalun dan berubah crescendo
terjadilah forte
semakin keras dan penuh staccato
tiba-tiba sedikit decrescendo
menjadi mezzo forte dengan riang
semakin decrescendo dengan tambahan ritardando
kemudian beristirahat sejenak dengan tenuto
berikutnya muncul lagi dengan allegro mezzo piano animato
dilanjutkan dengan piano scherzando

dan terus berlanjut
tidak pernah berhenti
terus mengalun dan mengalun
karena musik tidak akan ada akhirnya

itulah hidupku, my own musical life
:)